volumes of lust for light

Home After a bad fall from a horse, Nini began channeling her horses. Visit "The Voice of the Horse" to learn more.	Primordial MIND PRESS THE STORIES OF LUST FOR LIGHT By Nini Tantrini and her Horses copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved The morning after Nini and her horse fell at their final fence - a straw wall - she woke up to begin transcribing books under the direction of her three horses, Ecol, Clarity and M. Kundalini. Together, they have written the stories of "Lust for Light," which encompass five books, each set within a different historical time period.

The Voice of the Horse "The Stories of "Lust for Light": "Lust for Light" "The Black Horse Watch" "The Last Great Ride of the Great Genghis, Khan" "A PostModern Movie Made in Rome After Christ" "The Last Day and Night On Atlantis" The Volumes of "The Holographic Model for Enlightenment": "Moving Mt. Meru" "The Tantric Cookbook of Nini Tantrini" "A Holographic Model for Enlightenment" "Reconstruction of the OneMind" "The Year of the Shamans" "Lust for Light"	The Twentieth Century version of Nini Tantrini's three horses are the Scheherazade's of the horse kingdom, as they weave an intricate web of stories of reincarnation. Three horses reincarnate through different periods of time with the same people. The human characters are, for the most part, unaware of the subtle and intricate web of consciousness connecting all things and all times. The horses, always in the NOW, understand the continuum beyond time. "Nini Tantrini" is a recurring character throughout the books. She is a work of fiction. The nonlinear information that consistently channeled in her horses' books, birthed the reasons for "The Tantric Cookbook of Nini Tantrini." In the stories of "Lust for Light", Nini has tried to create a holographic style of writing to express and describe the holographic interconnection of all reality. There is a continuum of non-linear narrative shared amongst the different books. Poetry, technical information, and "Commentary on the Text" flow together in a holographic manner. At the conclusion of the books, "The Last Day and Night on Atlantis," we hope it will be come obvious to the reader why Nini and her horses have chosen this style.		The Horse as Muse *Horses have five hearts pumping as their feet act as auxiliary blood pumps to the heart. All those hearts make for rhythmical expressions and expansive conceptions of our world.* As Nini was channeling her horses, they, in turn, began channeling other voices and their own higher selves. These different voices, who Nini came to know and court as the Muses, supplied much of the narrative in the volumes of "Lust for Life." "Worlds, now, worlds surrounding us in stories within stories. Which parts are allegories?" Asked Clarity, "Which parts lie true and which parts are true lies? "They are all true, these stories, none are allegories," answered Nini, as she shoveled the piles of manure that formed an integral part of horse ownership. "But my freewill to change my mind redefines reality." A literary form for formation, The birth story of our glory, Rain, the years of strange storms, becoming norm, The polar places dated and fated and weighted with your natural minds aligned under great blue signs, semiotics, numbers, the collective urge for cessation of Demiurge on ordered passion, (drum roll, please). copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved
	The holographic books evolved to more truly express the interwoven holographic nature of our reality. We create and recreate ourselves, each other, and our world; based on desires; memory patterns and conditioning of resonant morphic fields; and repetition.	Rain, The Years of Strange Storms, Becoming Norm, The Polar Places Dated and Fated and Weighted with your Natural Minds Aligned,
	"Curb madness," Said Clarity, "For is this all poetry upon which we hang our action, or my sexual impaction, upon which we hang poetry?" "Well in this holographic book," continued Nini Tantrini, "Every point of light is an integral part of the whole story of light. Only coherent light does not diverge, and even it appears to spread over time and distance. "The reader can safely remove portions of this story, and still derive the same meanings. For we need whole new holographic structures, if we are to arrive at a universe without derivations..."
	"Lust for Light" is about Vincent Van Gogh in Paris and Arles, and his reincarnation, Nini Tantrini, an artist and tantric magician in San Francisco in the 1960's and '70's. Communal living, altered states of consciousness, sources of creative energy, and the manipulative power of collective consensus and the media are themes running throughout the poetic narrative.		Web Page "Lust for Light" PDF FILE Chapter 1 of "Lust for Light" Evolution Thru Eroded Ozone Layer's New Frequencies The ultraviolet blue is the highest reach of color yet outlet by the mindset of you. Citizens of thought, painting the roulette wheel of the subsets of history, your glory, pivoting through incandescence and bane, a weathervane of gory weight, the world a whirl spinning. Liberate and balance, equilibrium and poise, symmetry and synergy. New world moral rectitude, the high blue! And you, in chance violence dance host synthetic, apathetic and frenetic, lost to oil diversions and devolution and dividends the cost. The cost! Perhaps prophetic phonetic poetics will clear your ears where lost aesthetics holds you in arrears. copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved
"The Black Horse Watch"

	"The Black Horse Watch" looks at the origins of our modern world, and the causes of warfare. A cavalry officer lies slowly dying from a battle wound. While trying to court the love of the woman who takes care of him, he tells stories-within-stories. These narratives show the conditioning factors which perpetuate a Warfare State. The action takes place in Livorno, Italy, 1849, during the Italian Risorgimento. The Risorgimento was a political and culture movement for unification of the diverse Italian City States. "The Black Horse Watch" PDF Files copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved	"Do worlds come and go on ego?" Asked Clarity. "Is infinity and all its occupants just contained within our subjective thoughts?" "To set down something that lasts, To hold fast to our collective vision, While deviating a revision of our fate." form sensation perception volition consciousness "...for let us hold fast to green green grass against pink ass, sky blue, and cloudy operand the hand of man, for the true solution is in the view of cone excitations of the eye. i would not lie to you, follow the courses of horses, for in our color receptors we hold two more cones and two more views: Infrared and Ultraviolet."	Click on picture for the exciting first chapter of "The Black Horse Watch" PDF Files
"The Last Great Ride of the Great Genghis, Khan"	"The Last Great Ride of the Great Genghis, Khan" tells the story of the Softim, daughter of the fourth wife of Genghis Khan. The Great Genghis, or ruler, of the nomadic hoards who conquered most of Asia and the doorstep of Europe, is on his last great war migration. This story of a self-perpetuating war machine enfolds around the story of Padmasambhava and the Buddhist-Bonpo debates; which enfolds around the heightened enlightened experiences of the chakras which arise during tantric sex. stories within stories within stories.		Excerpts from "The Last Great Ride of the Great Genghis, Khan" Adi-Karma copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved "When the Sun and Moon cross bodies in the eclipses which so concern our Shaman friends, there is a reason for their fear. It is the eclipses which gear the drama of the primal earth's Adikarma. Adi-karma, the world karma, the great collective force for our self-created good and bad, heaven and hell:" "Changing rainfall patterns, ocean currents and glacial melting are now inevitable, remapping the face of our planet earth. As the glaciers melt from global warming, the oceans and interior waterways increase in volume. The cold, salt free melted glacial water floats on top of the warmer salt ocean currents, entering interior waterways and causing serious climatic changes. As intense artic-type winters encroach on temperate regions, we are reminded that an ice age happens fast. Core samples from past ice ages indicate that an ice age can descend in as little as ten years." *"What to do, who to sue? Earth's occupants?* Where to go?" Better to learn Tum mo! One of Tibet's ancient practices, held in common with the Aborigines of Australia, our own inner metabolic transitions can keep us warm or cool. States of grace, like states of consciousness, depend on your own mind, primordial and kind. Tum mo instructions, and parts of "The Last Great Ride of the Great Genghis. Khan," appear in "The Tantric Cookbook of Nini Tantrini."
"A PostModern Movie Made in Rome After Christ"	Excerpts from "A PostModern Movie Made in Rome After Christ" Lie by my side and love me. I will show you the unending entertainment of the raiment of infinity: The crossed paths of the sun and moon are the mechanism for the causality of duality. The whole karmic system is just a just apparatus for our current world on planet Gaia. If the poles shift and rearrange the orbits of luminaries and planetary spheres, we will create a whole new system. Its depth, it's breath, depends on our ability and agility with unthought and untaught and unbought and uncaught and unwrought and unsought unborn void.	"A PostModern Movie Made in Rome After Christ," a hysterical and disturbing slim volume, a stage play within a screenplay, about Roman Gladiators in 33 AD. The narrative enfolds the action of the Roman past within a contemporary film crew's production of a movie about the gladiators.	Excerpt from "A PostModern Movie Made in Rome After Christ" Nini Converses with a Lost Love: "I reminisce a future kiss, a brief moment of bliss, but I never wanted to marry you! The football games, the endless television conversations, your nation of neurons, impressed by the phosphorescent screen and screed against my needs. "A great nation, a long deviated history of great nations recreated by recreation. Vacant on vacations. Herstory is the quiet times of love and rhymes." "Do not tarry here Nini on this post coital bed of words," say the horses. "It was your energy I wanted, so sorely flaunted there inside me as you ride me, Nini Tantrini, realized Dakini," she said to her absent love. "The true lie of the lay brought to true light of day, secrets given, openly, in verse, unrehearsed and sung by horses, must be brought balanced," say the horses. "This book is the valence balance." copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved
All These Stories Meet In "The Tantric Cookbook of Nini Tantrini" Buy "The Tantric Cookbook" Now		Buy "The Tantric Cookbook" Now	All These Worlds Meet In "The Tantric Cookbook of Nini Tantrini" This book is the Work of the Earth The Horse the Course of Humanity Relearning & Secretly Yearning & Learning To Be One Family.
"The Last Day and Night On Atlantis" "The Last Day and Night On Atlantis"	Excerpt From "The Last Day and Night On Atlantis" "Gloss finish, tremor, gross materialism a glimmer of the real possibilities! For the virtual world, the dream, is but a gambol; the real world, Atlantis past and future, the mechanisms of cosmic vibrato, organization on the sanctity of sound! Gleaming dual suns, spectral malleability, now thundering radioactivity and creed, all the reincarnated appropriations of the strata and the levels of heaven and hell, deity, the gods and cogs of mind, speech, preach ranting, and well," looks up Vincent van Gogh, "The view from here! Would that my words held more semblance of cheer! Least you readers," "Tender, faithful," interjects Clarity, "Decimate community mind into fear, for fear is the great enemy of the rearrangement of the years, time, relationships, slack syntax, the grammar and hammer of dualistic reality," looking, up, now, in verse dispersed Earth church, the speech force, The energy of well paced words, the inward trance, A self directed dance! For arousal (our horse, standing proud, The rain, A collective subconscious state of planar awareness) The exhaustive situation, Here and Now! The self-conceived conceptions amalgamating into relative social action, the analytical systems: mantra; the motion of the breath iconoclastic and elastic, while the judgments are cementing light into biases and attachments; the smallest distinctions deviating and directing fate into the apartments, a mansion of many dimensions, intuited clearly on the absence of independent existence. Link dreams with clarity, community polarity, on every level and definition of these words! For now, know now, the planetary conditions, enough minds entwined and free of suppositions, superstitions, prayers' petitions, all the control positions. So that we may collectively sow a new reality! Innate in everyone! It is hell that is hard won, heaven comes easily, once we give up judgment, penance, Lent, the bent phases the unended repetitive pages, the "Thousand cultures whose words no longer mean a thing" wrote Sat Prem in "Mother, Or the Divine Materialism," Vol. I, p. 207: "[...]drugged with words and dazed with ideas. It's the end of the mind. It's the beginning of something else. We are at the time of a great 'change of government,' She said; the replacement of the mental government of intelligence by the spiritual government of the consciousness." copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved	"The Last Day and Night On Atlantis" is a deep, dense, and richly prophetic and poetic holographic narrative about the downfall of Atlantis. In this final volume of "Lust for Light," all the worlds meet on the last day and night of Atlantis. The reader begins to understand how we stand on the edge of creating, again, the end. Excerpt From "The Last Day and Night On Atlantis" Evolutionary Instructions Lie Asleep Within You. Every word has meaning, Every thought a collective construction, The future's evolutionary instructions lie within you, You are the dreamer asleep in material void, You are speech and mind, The visual view scattered and ruined by disembodied instructions from the past: Vast is the View of all potentiality, Infinite the Mind, Elevated all on Spiritual Evolution...


	The movie film sprockets by, plugging sockets of overlapping frames of time flickering in eclectic dark light dark light. Any frame on any time will divine the same meaning. "Further plot," pleads Socrates, "For a poet must be mad to succeed." Princeton Encyclopedia of Poetry and Poetics c. 1974, p. 635. Copyright 1999, 2004 All rights reserved

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